Looking Forward

I never really felt them,
Strength, courage and commitment,
Now i make unspoken words become written,
Feel within myself to find the errors of my past,
To start making better choices,
To take a better path,
But now I hear those screams and they tell me one thing,
These plans are really nothing but impossible dreams,
See myself in the mirror and tears become streams,
I want to turn it around but its too late it seems,
But maybe we can change it,
Maybe it’ll be better,
Maybe because of the words written in this letter,
Its hard to forget and forgiveness takes a lifetime,
But moving forward never has a right time